said im not alright.

Last night, I feel so ashamed of myself. That moment made me hate myself even more and more. It started when I was scrolling through  that sns and suddenly my finger slipped, or I did that on purpose. Whatever. I regret it. I found the bitter reality. Doubtlessly, expectation doesn't suit me. It's right that the bigger the expectation, the bigger the risk of getting hurt. If only I expected less, It would be less bitter. Daaammmnnn where did I get that confidence in the first place??!!  Don't you see your reflection in the mirror? You got nothing, gurl, beauty nor brains. And the way your chest got heavy seeing others sat on that place? Gurrll Something's wrong with you. Get yourself healed sooner. It's not good for your mental health.